I wake up with the same thoughts
Always questioning every one of my thoughts
Is this right? Is this wrong?
There’s always a fight going on inside
I feel like my chest is going to rip apart
Everything I like, everything I wonder about
Is it okay to have these thoughts?
Why does it matter if its okay?
Why can’t I just think and feel and live without questioning myself?
Why do I feel like I am the only one that struggles?
Why do I feel like I’m the only one fighting?
I scream it in my head
Fighting a losing war
Why do you question yourself so incessantly?
I ask myself under choked back cries and tears
Yet I still question.